Too Many Goodbyes.

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Why does this shit all happen at once?

Well, I know now that I'm getting laid off. This is officially my last week working there. What I'll do for money, I don't fucking know.

As if that wasn't enough of a reason to be depressed. I just found out about Cameron. I read in Erica's entry about a boy from our highschool who had died, but not until Celeste's most recent entry did I know that it was him. Honestly? After the day I had, I just started to cry after I read it.

And my brother had the nerve to say "Why are you even crying? It's not like you two were close?" And then proceed to ask me several, completely unimportant questions ("Oh, if Jess comes onto MSN, tell me eh? We're going to a party.")

Holy. Fucking. Shit.

I wanted to hurt him then. So badly. Who the fuck does he think he is? I wasn't even that close to him? What the fuck does he know about it anyway? HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW A FUCKING THING.

Yeah, we weren't that close. But I've known him since 7th grade. About six fucking years. He was a kind, and amazing person. He didn't deserve that. He truly didn't.

Rest in peace Cam... We'll miss you on this side.

Comments

[tigtogtag.livejournal.com]

*hugs you*

Everybody seems to be having a bad week in one way or another.

Lemme know if there's anything I can do to help.

[kageno.livejournal.com]

Cameron was one of the few people who were nice to me from Huttonville to grade nine. I knew him since grade four, and you know what? He totally didn't deserve to die. Such a nice guy that everyone liked. I even used to have a crush on him.

*hugs* I miss him too.

[kageno.livejournal.com]

Oh yeah, forgot to mention - I can't go to the funeral, I have therapy at the same time. Do post an entry about it, m'kay? Please?

[juhi-s.livejournal.com]

awww.. sorry yue.. therez nothing i can do, bu i'll pray for him

and you.. u'll get a job dont worry. why're u getting off anyways?

[kyasuriin.livejournal.com]

*hugs hugs hugs* I'm so sorry your week has been crap. Why you getting laid off? too much flirtin & the boss is jealous? ;)

[15steps.livejournal.com]

oh dilraj! *bearhug* i'm so sorry.. i wish you were online right now.. stupid parents.. *sigh* i guess i'll see you tomorrow....

i warning you i'm pussy at these things, if everyone else is crying i might too, but i'll try to be strong for you :)

[april-potter.livejournal.com]

I can't believe it. What happened?

He was so nice to everyone. He was in my Grade 11 Anthro class, and he always said hi to me in the halls and stuff. He was a great guy. ::bawls::

So this would explain why Candice Clarke was bawling her eyes out in the Guidance office on Mon. after exams. She came in to talk to Mr. Heffernan about something.