Pessimism: 1, Optimism: Dead, buried, with it's grave urinated upon.

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I didn't get accepted into Sheridan. Well, that's not entirely correct... they did offer me admission into Art Fundamentals: Illustration and Art Fundamentals: Animation. I really don't know how to feel about that. Should I be happy? Excited? What?

No, wait, I do know how I'm feeling about this: like shit. Wow. I had a feeling I wouldn't get it... but I kept figuring it's just my inherent pessimism getting in the way. Well, what do you know - it was true. And I went and got my hopes up too. Awesome.

*sigh*

Well, I have no idea what I'm going to do now. I could take Fundamentals: Animation, but I don't really want to. Feels like a waste of time. But then, so is sitting on my ass for a year and applying again. Great. Well, my parents have come up with an alternative. They said they'd like me to consider going back to high school so I can take some science courses, that way I'd be able to become a dentist. A dentist. Yeah... like hell.

Basically I'm juggling 'crushed', 'confused', 'angry', and 'depressed' as my current mood. I have no idea what I'm going to do. I really have to think about this.

Comments

[tigtogtag.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight*

Getting rejected sucks, no matter by whom or what.

But, who knows, maybe it's fate. If they offered you a spot in a fundamental class, it means they think you have potential. If I were you, I'd take it. And, to quote Uptown Girls:

Fundamentals are the building blocks of Fun.

I'm sooooo corny. XP

[zeitgeisha.livejournal.com]

Bummer. Rejection blows. From anywhere. But I'm glad you're not letting it sway you. I completely folded after I got rejected from my top choice, and went into "safer" careers...though, still pretty unstable >.>;;; My "husband" says I'm going for "A BA in Homeless" .>< But yarr~ Do whatever wastes the least time.

You may even want to consider doing independent study for a year before you apply again under a professor you know. Maybe you could also do thaqt *while* taking a highschool class or two. Hehehe ^^;;; yay for doing everythign at once XD