...

I'm seriously getting sick of this eye-tag game that we're playing... It's just so ridiculous.

*sigh*

And he's too good for me. I know it, and so does he I guess... fuck it. Beyond the fact that I'm physically attracted to him liek whoah, I know nothing else about him - and I'm beginning to get this sick feeling in my stomach that he's straight, and is totally weirded out by all the staring. He likes playing golf. What gay man likes playing golf? Well, there are probably quite a few, but still - this doesn't help my current misgivings, now does it?

( WTF NICK, WTF. )

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Yeah... that *point up* has been my mental argument on repeat since yesterday... I have a headache now...

T_T

Ugh... I need fic... *goes off to read*