2007-02-24

eggshellblue: (never/always alone)
2007-02-24 12:03 am

........WHAT?!

Okay.

Tell me how I've got like no good life drawings to put into my portfolio.

Well, okay, that's not true. Out of the three that I've selected, I only really like one of them. The other two are mediocre, at best.

What the fuck.

It's bad enough that I left one of my good ones (that I had been planning to use) in Glenn's class after he handed it back. But now this!?

Shitfuckshitfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

I brought all my damn pads home. I know had more good life drawings. I know it. But where are they? It makes no fucking sense.

Whatever. Theres no helping it now, I suppose. I'm just going to make due with what I have, and hope the judges don't hate me.

God. The life drawing section is going to be my lowest score. I can smell it. And the shittiest part is that I'm not that weak at life drawing. I know I'm not amazing, but I'm certainly not bad. But those damn judges are gonna think I am >_<;;

Fuck.

Guess I'll have to make the rest of my portfolio fabulous to pick up the slack. In less than two days.

Wonderful.