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Apr. 28th, 2006 02:25 pmOMG I'VE MISSED YOU GUYS.
*hugs you all to death*
Seriously... life's been so busy, I haven't had much time for the computer ;_; ~ I'm sorry I haven't been commenting on everyone's journals/fics as much as I should, I truly do feel terrible for not being able to do so >_<;
Overall, things have been going alright for me. Work is keeping me constantly busy, but otherwise it's good. The people I work with are great, and the work itself isn't so bad. When I first started working, I'd pray for there to be not so many customers, so I didn't have to do anything. Now? I pray for customers to come in, because honestly? The worst part of the job is during the slow hours when you can do nothing more than just stand around and twiddle your thumbs. When I say stand around, I mean that literally. Like, we're not allowed to sit. We get in trouble for doing nothing, so we've always got to appear busy (by 'we', I mean us cashiers) ~ so... that's the only lame bit.
Okay. Now onto the cute Red Cap. Heh, you knew it was coming... lol ~ Well, I found out his name is Nick, through listening to the general conversation in the lunch room (because I'm too shy to talk to him myself). He's still as cute as ever, and I found out that he goes to York University (for what, I am unsure since the flow of the conversation I was listening to didn't go that way), which would mean he's at least my age, if not older. I've heard him talking about chicks, which makes me wonder if he's straight or not, but seriously guys, my intuition (gaydar?) is telling me otherwise. And besides, he still looks at me (which I've yet to understand, but frankly I ain't complainin'! XD) So, I'm assuming he's either straight, bisexual, in the closet, or a closet bisexual. SO, if he's in the closet, how can he ever approach me? Because that's what I'm waiting for. I flirt something fierce, but I'm just not the type of person who does the 'approaching', I am the 'approached', m'kay? Basically? This Nick thing is just gonna fall flat, because the way it's going, neither of us will do anything. And let's just say, for the sake of argument, that I approach him. What if my wonky ass intuition/gaydar is wrong? Then who looks like an idiot/could possibly get harrassed at the workplace? Yeah. Exactly. Man... being gay is way too hard >_<;
*headdesk*
I hate my insecurity, my paranoia, and my lack of confidence. Is it no wonder I'm boyfriend-less? XD
ALRIGHT. The 'Emo-romance' session is now over. Moving on.
Anime North. Who wants to go? It's on the weekend of May 26-28. I pretty sure that Nee-chan is up for it, and we've had to inject Erica with a mild tranquilizer to quell her excitement (several times). Erica's gonna ask Camilla and Candice if they wanna go (since they should be off school, and therefore have no excuse to reject), I'm definitely going. So... anyone else wanna go? Lauren? Sabrina? How about it? It's a load of fun, even if you're not an anime fan. And it's an excuse to get together again after God knows how long. Wanna do it? C'mon. Pleeeease? *puppy dog eyes*
Well, in any case. Whoever decides to go, LET ME KNOW. PLEASE. I must know if we're going well in advance so I can book the day off. I'd like to aim for the Saturday, since I've no chance of attending the entire weekend u_u;, and also Saturday always has the best events. So I must know! In any case, Erica and I will be attending no matter what (and I doubt Nee-chan will say no), but it's so much more fun with a group of people. Please you guys? I'm totally dying to see everyone again... I miss you guys so much, and although LJ is great for keeping in contact, it's just not the same as being in the same room together, and having fun like the old days.
Well, I've gtg shower and stuff... work tommorrow. Joy.
Please think about it, and get back to me ASAP! Love you guys! Muah! <3
Peace out.
*hugs you all to death*
Seriously... life's been so busy, I haven't had much time for the computer ;_; ~ I'm sorry I haven't been commenting on everyone's journals/fics as much as I should, I truly do feel terrible for not being able to do so >_<;
Overall, things have been going alright for me. Work is keeping me constantly busy, but otherwise it's good. The people I work with are great, and the work itself isn't so bad. When I first started working, I'd pray for there to be not so many customers, so I didn't have to do anything. Now? I pray for customers to come in, because honestly? The worst part of the job is during the slow hours when you can do nothing more than just stand around and twiddle your thumbs. When I say stand around, I mean that literally. Like, we're not allowed to sit. We get in trouble for doing nothing, so we've always got to appear busy (by 'we', I mean us cashiers) ~ so... that's the only lame bit.
Okay. Now onto the cute Red Cap. Heh, you knew it was coming... lol ~ Well, I found out his name is Nick, through listening to the general conversation in the lunch room (because I'm too shy to talk to him myself). He's still as cute as ever, and I found out that he goes to York University (for what, I am unsure since the flow of the conversation I was listening to didn't go that way), which would mean he's at least my age, if not older. I've heard him talking about chicks, which makes me wonder if he's straight or not, but seriously guys, my intuition (gaydar?) is telling me otherwise. And besides, he still looks at me (which I've yet to understand, but frankly I ain't complainin'! XD) So, I'm assuming he's either straight, bisexual, in the closet, or a closet bisexual. SO, if he's in the closet, how can he ever approach me? Because that's what I'm waiting for. I flirt something fierce, but I'm just not the type of person who does the 'approaching', I am the 'approached', m'kay? Basically? This Nick thing is just gonna fall flat, because the way it's going, neither of us will do anything. And let's just say, for the sake of argument, that I approach him. What if my wonky ass intuition/gaydar is wrong? Then who looks like an idiot/could possibly get harrassed at the workplace? Yeah. Exactly. Man... being gay is way too hard >_<;
*headdesk*
I hate my insecurity, my paranoia, and my lack of confidence. Is it no wonder I'm boyfriend-less? XD
ALRIGHT. The 'Emo-romance' session is now over. Moving on.
Anime North. Who wants to go? It's on the weekend of May 26-28. I pretty sure that Nee-chan is up for it, and we've had to inject Erica with a mild tranquilizer to quell her excitement (several times). Erica's gonna ask Camilla and Candice if they wanna go (since they should be off school, and therefore have no excuse to reject), I'm definitely going. So... anyone else wanna go? Lauren? Sabrina? How about it? It's a load of fun, even if you're not an anime fan. And it's an excuse to get together again after God knows how long. Wanna do it? C'mon. Pleeeease? *puppy dog eyes*
Well, in any case. Whoever decides to go, LET ME KNOW. PLEASE. I must know if we're going well in advance so I can book the day off. I'd like to aim for the Saturday, since I've no chance of attending the entire weekend u_u;, and also Saturday always has the best events. So I must know! In any case, Erica and I will be attending no matter what (and I doubt Nee-chan will say no), but it's so much more fun with a group of people. Please you guys? I'm totally dying to see everyone again... I miss you guys so much, and although LJ is great for keeping in contact, it's just not the same as being in the same room together, and having fun like the old days.
Well, I've gtg shower and stuff... work tommorrow. Joy.
Please think about it, and get back to me ASAP! Love you guys! Muah! <3
Peace out.
